Monday, September 26, 2011

First horribly failed attempt at asking a girl out. Yeah...

...well, actually, it's probably not that bad since I didn't even manage to get any words out (only an "Um..." of attempting to get her attention again as she was heading inside, and I don't think she even heard... so I just said "bye" as usual like nothing was going on at all, heh), and I did kind of walk her all the way back up to the lofts and everything (talking about stuff the whole way, as always... I think this is probably the second or third time I've done that XD)

But hey, at least I tried.  I think I might actually be able to pull it off this time.  Will try again tomorrow!

EDIT: ...and now that I've pretty much decided who I'm going to ask first, I keep feeling kinda bad every time I see one of the other girls I like.  Even more so since I haven't had any chances to really sit down and talk to her for more than a minute or so at a time recently (...actually, same goes with the third... really I've only found opportunities to talk to one of the three much this whole week.)  Well, I guess I can always ask both of them (or all three?) on dates at different times/weeks/etc... I seriously doubt any of them are going to immediately be all "girlfriend/boyfriend" with me as soon as we have our first date, so that'll probably still be a possibility.  And apparently it isn't really considered weird to go on dates with a bunch of different girls in a row here, so...

EDIT EDIT: Nothing much worth mentioning today (September 27th), except that I once again was going to try and ask this girl out... but once again wasn't able to get any words out, and ended up just saying bye to her as usual when she had to go do her homework (after talking to me for more than an hour, and walking back up to the lofts with me, and then talking for another half-hour at least before realizing how late it was and going off to do her homework.)  I don't know why I'm having such a hard time with this... I really like her and we really get along well, and this was pretty much the perfect time to ask... I just couldn't do it for some reason. Gaaahhh....

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